Day 105 Monday

The kids went to Trunk or Treat at church last night.  They came home with a bunch of candy.  Last night I ate some candy, then this morning I ate some candy.  Around noon I made the decision that as long as it was in the house I would snack on it, so I dumped the entire bowl into the trash.  My big metal bowl was clear full of candy.  It felt so freeing to just throw it away, and remove that temptation.  I made this commitment to myself that I wanted to loose weight, and get a better handle on my life.  Some days are harder than others, but at the end of the day I don't feel guilty about the choices I make during the day.  I have a plan and I work at sticking to it.   I am human and not perfect, so I do screw up. It is not about the screwing up it is about changing patterns and making a lifestyle change.  I am very proud of myself for getting rid of the candy.  In years past I would have eaten the whole bowl of candy.